although there are times of laughter and fun, there are also times when you are not so happy and merry
it's like you are falling into a bottomless pit and when you think that you can finally get out of it you just fall deeper and faster.
and the stress is like pulling you down and you don't even know where it comes fromO.O(CTs are over, where does the stress come from?o.o)
and you feel like this @-@
and everything is so blue.
just so blue @-@.